Currently consuming

  • The Faggots & Their Friends Between Revolutions, Larry Mitchell 
  • Hyperobjects, Timothy Morton
  • Rereading, this time in English, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong (as part of a book club)
  • Twin Peaks
 
Lots bring me to witches, fairies, and magic lately, let’s see where this will go. Thinking of fire a lot, bought lots of candles.

Currently wondering

  • How can we, and specifically I as I live in my body, regain connection with the land and the earth?
  • How to not forget about myself while in a relationship?
  • How to stay engaged?
  • Do I enjoy thinking about doing things more than doing things themselves?

Thinking a lot about how little I’m doing for politics at the moment, but also how all of this is always seen from the “I” perspective. How to get free, act in the way we should act, while individualism is rampaging and the focus is more on “how to be good” rather than “how to collectively achieve good”?

I do not think I am good as long as the system isn’t. And what is good, at the end of the day? Maybe, the question should be, how to achieve global equilibrium as nature doesn’t know good or bad, but balance and imbalance?